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Nov. 4th, 2006 | 10:44 pm
mood: sad sad
music: Stolen Child - Loreena McKennitt

A few weeks ago, after me and Ty moved out, my dad and Cynthia moved into a new house. Upon moving... they decided they didn't want to take Roscoe with them. Because they didn't want to take him along... my dad took him to the Humane Society and had him put to sleep. I can't believe how healthy he still was. He was getting old... but... I think he had at least two more years. It broke my heart to hear my dad even talk about it, but I never thought he'd actually go through with it. Last night I had a dream Roscoe was still alive. I've been kind of sad all day knowing I'll never get to see him again, and I wasn't able to give him one last hug or one last kiss.

My dad says he cried... but I don't believe him. For some reason... he stopped caring about Roscoe and started treating him like crap. That's the worse part about him dying. I know he died without the love he deserved. I'm really going to miss him a lot.

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3 months have flown by...

Nov. 2nd, 2006 | 12:56 pm
mood: sick sick
music: Cupid - 112

Wow... I can't believe I haven't updated since the first week in Augusta.

Kaoru has been sick a lot since I moved here. He's taken 3 or 4 vet trips. Kaung helped me pay for one which I appreciate very much. And Kaoru just got back from one of the trips last week. He seems to be doing well right now.

After Kaoru got back from the vet, I actually got sick (and still am, though slowly recovering). I still have a sore throat and a general tired feeling. And the thought of food is still making me sick. But the first night I started feeling bad, I believe I started running a fever, I felt tired, and I had an earache accompanied by a headache. My whole body also felt really sore. My body is still weak and a little sore, but the sudafed has been helping the earache. I still don't feel 100%. I want to feel better though. :(

I'm still working at Olive Garden, but I'm training at Carrabba's. Olive Garden just... sucks. I mean, it pays the bills, but BARELY, and... I'm so sick and tired of busting my ass for so little money. It's 10% day everyday at Olive Garden. And I realize that it's not all about tips. And I've told myself week after week that people are naive and don't know any better. But I'm tired of having to tell myself stuff like that.

If Carrabba's is the same, I'll make a trip down to Evans. The people are richer there thus more generous. If I had the extra money then I wouldn't complain. When I worked at Max Lager's, I think I was a pretty bad server. I mean, okay, maybe I was mediocre. I wasn't spectacular. But you know, I feel like it's a lot different at Olive Garden. I'm considerate, I work in a timely manner, and I do things the right way. And all for what? $4 on a $60? Or $10 on a $100 bill? If a table of four brings up a $100 bill, then they have probably sat at my table for two hours. If one table stiffs me, the other table of two leaves me 15% on a $20 tab, (roughly $3), then the 10% that table of four leaves me, brings my hourly wage to $6/hr. Yeah, that sucks. And yeah, that's Olive Garden.

Anyways, for anyone who reads my journal, be thoughtful when tipping people. When you get carry out pizza, delivery, or go to a restaurant. Don't assume the person is making minimum wage or more. And don't assume that every person who has came in before you has tipped them well if at all. To-go people also make a very small wage. Tips are a soul source of income. So tip the hardworking servers at the restaurants. If they were millionares... they wouldn't be working there. They are no different than you.

So... that's what's been going on in a nut shell. I'm sure I forgot something, but I can't think of it at the moment. I'm not looking forward to the holidays... mostly just because I don't have extra money for presents. But we'll see how the income looks once I start at Carrabba's. I'm hoping for the best.

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Jul. 5th, 2006 | 02:00 pm
mood: full full
music: Speed Star - Namie Amuro

Bluebelle had a kittenCollapse )

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For Your Information

May. 27th, 2006 | 12:32 am
mood: excited excited
music: Prism - Baiser

Just for everyone's information.... the only thing I want for my birthday on August 10th is the Dir en Grey DVD '05 Live It Withers and Withers on http://www.yesasia.com. I can't believe I forgot about this release. I've heard amazing reviews about it too. I hope I don't break down and buy it myself before August. >_>

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Jdorama is LIFE

May. 3rd, 2006 | 01:25 pm
mood: happy happy
music: Kibou ~Yell~ - NewS

So I've finished Stand Up! now. It was really sad. Very good though. I personally like YamaPi better as Akira, but he was still a good Ken Ken. He was just more of a quiet and low key character. LOL, I really love the other characters though especially toward the end of the series. The clumbsiness of high school kids really came out. I'm currently watching Gokusen 2 as it's being released by SARS. It has Kamenashi Kazuya and Jin Akanashi in it for those who are unfamiliar... and the two fight a lot (because they're delinquents). It's very entertaining to watch two skinny Japanese bish either beating the shit out of people or getting beat. xDD Don't know why it's so entertaining, but it sure is. I love the series solely for that reason.

Also watching Full House which is really similar to My Name is Kim Sam Soon, but it's a lot less irritating. xDD Hyun Bin was such an ass.... at least I can see Young Jae's softness at points. But nonetheless, I still loved Hyun Bin's character. I hope Full House won't disappoint. Also downloading All In. I'm starting to like the way Korean sounds a lot.

FFVIII is going great as well. I've been playing pretty consistently everyday, and it's a lot of fun. I understand the way the game works a lot better this time. It was my first RPG the first time, and there were a lot of things I didn't understand. I actually rock at Triple Triad too! w00t! :DD

I ended up getting a job offer at Publix. I was really happy about that. I hope I get to start this weekend. I really need the steady money. Right now I have $10, well, I would have more... but I took Kaoru to the emergency room for a urinary tract infection. I was afraid he may be blocked. But he's okay, and hopefully on his road to recovery.

Megan and Ty's wedding is on May 27th. Hrm.... they found out that they lost the baby on Monday. It's been stressful for them. I've had three days off in a row now, and I've still gotten little to nothing done. I hope today will be a more productive day for me.

Yamashita Tomohisa is so awesome. I'm going to listen to NewS all day now.

Megan bought me these awesome incense. I want shelves in my room to put them on. I hope I can afford to buy some soon... also want them to put my figures and such on. :(

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Stand Up!

Mar. 29th, 2006 | 07:42 pm
mood: amused amused
music: Seishun Amigo - Shuji to Akira

I've watched three episodes, and I'm in love.
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Finally finished

Sep. 8th, 2005 | 02:35 am
mood: accomplished accomplished
music: Conflict - Taebin featuring Se7en

I've finally finished my playlist!! I still have a few things to add, but it's done for the most part. I'm taking requests. :D

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Aug. 1st, 2005 | 01:20 am

I'm no longer taking requests at the moment. If you post a request it will be deleted, mmkies? I need to catch up on the requests that have accumulated. I also just moved, so I'm really busy unpacking and all that stuff. Anyways, check back later. I'll start taking requests again as soon as I catch up. <3

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Friends Only

May. 1st, 2005 | 03:18 am
mood: determined determined
music: Dead Tree - Dir en Grey

This entire journal is officially friends only as of today. If you are not on my friends list, you will not be able to view any of my entries with the exception of this one. All previous public entries have been changed to private/friends.

Comment to be added. Comment to be kept.

Rules to be added.

1. I will not add you if you talk l1ke th15.
2. I will not add you if you are on livejournal just to start shit.
3. I will not add you if we do not have a single common interest.

After being added.

1. I will delete you if you are on livejournal just to start shit.
2. I will delete you if we never talk.
3. I will delete you if you never update your livejournal.
4. I will delete you if you delete your journal; and I will not add you back if you decide to come back to Live Journal.
5. I will delete you if you do not reply to this entry.

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